EMMA AND I (CONTD)

My sister had to take one look at my face to know that my black ass had just been given the boots. She immediately started laughing and apologizing instantly.

Big Sis- Ha, Ha, Ha, Ho, Ho, Ha….men Sasuke sorry about that but you look like someone that has just eaten 12 cans of Shark Shit…. So what happened?

Sasuke-She blew me off, that’s what happened. (looking rejected as i walked to my room).

I felt my heart shredding and it hurt really bad, the pain is actually indescribable. It’s almost like you are having an Asthma attack with no Asthma symptoms or feeling a very heavy weight on your chest or having a thousand daggers pierce through your heart. Whichever, the pain was overwhelming as I have never felt such horrendous agony. Nothing seemed to ease the pain. Literarily, I was fucked! with a capital F.

I remember going through the coming weeks and months like a zombie. I listened to hard rap artist like DMX, Bone Thugs, Wu Tang and the lot to nullify the pain ( Neyo know wetin im they talk when im sing so sick). Emma didn’t help issues herself. She avoided me the way day avoids night (somebody screw me sideways!!). It finally took the combined effort of Emma’s family friend Tasha and my Sisters boyfriend Mike to pull me out of the endless pit.

I was back to being myself again. It was the most refreshing feeling I had experienced in a long while and was I relishing it to the fullest. My game stepped up and I scored a couple of girls but something very strange happened along the way that I can’t really explain. Tasha and I started getting involved ( Tasha happens to be Emma’s family friend and what makes matters worse is that the even live under the same roof) but I was past caring somehow simply because;

1) I didn’t give a toss

2) Tasha was a wild and adventurous child and whatever we had could not be described as serious lets just say we were “friends with benefits’

3) Emma had moved on and was in a relationship at that time (so i thought!!)

Tasha and I did a lot of crazy stuff. It almost seemed like we were going out, We where inseparable as we always hung out together. Call us bonnie and Clyde as we were always down for whatever. We would kiss on the corridors, smooch in class rooms and do all sort of raunchy stuff (but we never had sex). Tasha however had this habit of asking me to patch things up with Emma and that she thought I still liked Emma (Her reason for not wanting us to have sex). She would say things like

Tasha- Sasuke I see you and Emma coming back together.

Sasuke-Really! But I don’t. Just drop the subject Tasha (apparently Emma and were having cold war, so I wondered what the heckle jeckle she was talking about)

Tasha- Ok whatever you say.

To my amazement some weeks later I was chilling on the third floor watching from the balcony the activity of some folks when I felt someone tap me on the shoulder. Alas! It was Emma. God! She was the most beautiful thing had seen in a while and all I just wanted to do was hold her and tell her how much I had missed talking with her.

Emma- Sasuke hi! Could you spare me some of your time

Sasuke- Sure! Why not? (IL’d spare you the whole day if you want)

Emma- Sasuke I honestly don’t know where and how to start

Sasuke-Ok! the most relevant (my heart was racing like a jet)

Emma- the truth is I know things have been a little bit rough between us lately and it’s basically because of me.

Sasuke-no Emma don’t say that (of course it’s because of you. yeye fine girl, you wey wan make me suffer heart epilepsy at my young age)

Emma- Sasuke, I am really sorry and I wish I could take everything back. I was not being fair with you and that’s because I had some certain issues so I guess your proposal just caught me unawares but I certainly didn’t mean to do you like that. You are a really nice guy Sasuke and I would really love for us to continue from where we stopped.

I was silent taking everything in slowly. My thoughts were flying uncontrollably and I knew all I had to do was answer in the affirmative but its funny how you set your mind to do something and your mouth seems to do the complete opposite (call me Clark Kent). I opened my mouth and you would not believe the words that came out of my big mouth (Damn the Devil to Hell!!!)

Sasuke- I am sorry Emma but I can’t be with you like that. whatever happened between us should be kept in the past but i am very cool with you though, plus its really going to take alot of work to knock you off my favorite girl list. (honestly I don’t know why I said those words maybe it was fear, pride, a certain satisfaction of hurting her back, wanting her so much, anger, resentment, love I don’t know what the fuck it was but I clearly blew my chance of hooking up with my main squeeze and the look on her face was one I can never forget.

Emma- I understand Sasuke so i guess that makes us friends?

Sasuke- (I sure wasn’t going to lose her on this grounds) yeah, sure why not!

Emma- guess I would be seeing you around then?

Sasuke-Yeah

Emma- bye

Sasuke- bye

I watched her take the connecting flight of stairs leading to the exit. I could not believe what I just did and I sure hoped It wont come back to hunt me in any way (so for all ya'll who wanna know if i kissed Emma! guess you have already gotten your answer in block letters, it hurts to admit we didn't but for my dreams sha many, many times). Luckily it didn’t. Emma and I are still good friends till date.

Bloggers You wouldn’t know how happy I am to have finished this post (its making me look soft you know!). Now its time for more funny and hilarious stuff or what do you think?

Your Boy Sasuke